After visiting my sister in California, my mom came back home with a gift for me. The gift was this bracelet. After the past 2 years my life has been terrible and unstable with losing my son at a day old and then losing the love of my life. Within those years I’ve experienced many things. Such as IVF to try for a healthy child which led to finding out the low quantity I carry to then not working. I then conceive naturally to then having a miscarriage. My partner decided to leave but not before I found out that our love wasn’t as pure as I thought it to be. I did complete my masters and met some awesome friends who helped me along the way with my healing process. I’ve completed my masters and officially had my own classroom and built my confidence. I still struggle but I hope to one day be able to look back and not feel intense pain and sense of loss hope. I want to be my own hero of my story and see the colors come back in my world. Be able to breathe easily and no sense of heaviness while honoring my son and my past. So yeah this is me holding onto hope and peace.
Hope
Hope
Yorktown+Heights, NY
After visiting my sister in California, my mom came back home with a gift for me. The gift was this bracelet. After the past 2 years my life has been terrible and unstable with losing my son at a day old and then losing the love of my life. Within those years I’ve experienced many things. Such as IVF to try for a healthy child which led to finding out the low quantity I carry to then not working. I then conceive naturally to then having a miscarriage. My partner decided to leave but not before I found out that our love wasn’t as pure as I thought it to be. I did complete my masters and met some awesome friends who helped me along the way with my healing process. I’ve completed my masters and officially had my own classroom and built my confidence. I still struggle but I hope to one day be able to look back and not feel intense pain and sense of loss hope. I want to be my own hero of my story and see the colors come back in my world. Be able to breathe easily and no sense of heaviness while honoring my son and my past. So yeah this is me holding onto hope and peace.
After visiting my sister in California, my mom came back home with a gift for me. The gift was this bracelet. After the past 2 years my life has been terrible and unstable with losing my son at a day old and then losing the love of my life. Within those years I’ve experienced many things. Such as IVF to try for a healthy child which led to finding out the low quantity I carry to then not working. I then conceive naturally to then having a miscarriage. My partner decided to leave but not before I found out that our love wasn’t as pure as I thought it to be. I did complete my masters and met some awesome friends who helped me along the way with my healing process. I’ve completed my masters and officially had my own classroom and built my confidence. I still struggle but I hope to one day be able to look back and not feel intense pain and sense of loss hope. I want to be my own hero of my story and see the colors come back in my world. Be able to breathe easily and no sense of heaviness while honoring my son and my past. So yeah this is me holding onto hope and peace.
