I want to travel the world and escape my past. Recently I’ve been thinking a lot about who I was as a young kid and how bright and social I was. Through tramua that was stolen from me very fast. It’s hard to remember being social at all, but the people who truly love me remind me of that. I feel her in my soul screaming at me to talk to people while the words of those who hurt me hold me back. It’s suffocating and exhausting. The more I aged the worse it got. But now I’m taking that back, I need to leave the people who are hurting me. I want to run away and never look back. I have no attachment here, I have no desire to stay. Everything is telling me to leave, play a character of the person I want to be and play it until I am her and she is me. I’m 18 now and I can leave so I will. Not waiting anymore, waiting is what almost killed me. I know what’s best for me and I’m following my heart. I’m leaving as soon as I can, even if it’s scary and uncertain. I need to leave to find myself again.
Reclaiming myself
Reclaiming myself
22135+greengate+drive Spring, Texas
I want to travel the world and escape my past. Recently I’ve been thinking a lot about who I was as a young kid and how bright and social I was. Through tramua that was stolen from me very fast. It’s hard to remember being social at all, but the people who truly love me remind me of that. I feel her in my soul screaming at me to talk to people while the words of those who hurt me hold me back. It’s suffocating and exhausting. The more I aged the worse it got. But now I’m taking that back, I need to leave the people who are hurting me. I want to run away and never look back. I have no attachment here, I have no desire to stay. Everything is telling me to leave, play a character of the person I want to be and play it until I am her and she is me. I’m 18 now and I can leave so I will. Not waiting anymore, waiting is what almost killed me. I know what’s best for me and I’m following my heart. I’m leaving as soon as I can, even if it’s scary and uncertain. I need to leave to find myself again.
I want to travel the world and escape my past. Recently I've been thinking a lot about who I was as a young kid and how bright and social I was. Through tramua that was stolen from me very fast. It's hard to remember being social at all, but the people who truly love me remind me of that. I feel her in my soul screaming at me to talk to people while the words of those who hurt me hold me back. It's suffocating and exhausting. The more I aged the worse it got. But now I'm taking that back, I need to leave the people who are hurting me. I want to run away and never look back. I have no attachment here, I have no desire to stay. Everything is telling me to leave, play a character of the person I want to be and play it until I am her and she is me. I'm 18 now and I can leave so I will. Not waiting anymore, waiting is what almost killed me. I know what's best for me and I'm following my heart. I'm leaving as soon as I can, even if it's scary and uncertain. I need to leave to find myself again.
